What’s The Latest? :

Good News Y’all! I’ve started to figure things out. Shuffling between chronic illness, university woes, friendship explosions, family drama, writing desires and career ambitions will start to have a balance!!!

That’s right, balance!

Every Sunday morning I will be live on Twitch. You can find my stream at:

https://www.twitch.tv/tenguufeather

I will have Discord up as much as possible. The daily link is just below:

My Patreon will be updating and getting better and better… With fan fiction dedicated to fans becoming a thing!

https://www.patreon.com/ilknight

Of course, the classic way to reach me instantly with anything is at my Twitter:

https://twitter.com/nambit_kisa

Or, if you are willing to stick with me on a rough journey you can follow my instagram here:

https://www.instagram.com/nambit_kisa/?hl=en

You can also find updates on Web Novels and Fan Fictions Here:

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCvp3bu31_QfRzNiGzTlbEuw?view_as=subscriber

BUT THAT’S NOT ALL!

This month is all about fixing my personal streams, connections and works, BUT NEXT MONTH I am ecstatic to announce the first version of Knights Publications website will go live. If you are looking to be published and are tired or unsure of the publishing industry than this is the site for you. Knights Publications acts as an intermediary and guide to self publishing; meaning you control your work, you actually make a decent profit and no matter what it’s guaranteed publishing!

Even better news! If all goes well, at the end of next month Knights Publications and I will officially be launching our commitment campaign to a new charity in the works: The Zemel Foundation. The non-profit is being set up to help people gain access to all genres of literature.

So, please stop in! Exciting stuff will be happening. I promise y’all.

Also, to all those who have followed my blog, liked things, commented or generally sent me some help I want to thank you for everything. I have scheduled a sit down with someone who is willing to explain wordpress to me, so I will be able to return the favor real soon!

For starters, Knights Publications is currently looking for Authors, Editors, Illustrators and Interns! While, The Zemel Foundation is looking for Interns as well! Please email me if you are interested in any of those and I can pass the information along, so you will be on the site for the actual launch!

Thank y’all for being amazingly wonderful people,

I.L. Knight

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On Top Of The World – Imagine Dragons

Update On Disappearance:

Hi Hi Y’all!

Just in case you do stop by and noticed my absentee behavior I wanted to fill you in. I got super sick my last week in China. Right after I got home an important family member died, which resulted in a funeral in New York and the traditional 7 days of Shiva. After the funeral I had to be hospitalized and than my phone got taken away. My mom forgets I’m 22 and pay my own bills sometimes.

Anyways, I AM BACK. Been making money moves. And have a lot in store for you! Tune in this week for updates, changes and surprises.

I love y’all crazy fellows,

I.L. Knight

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Bodak Yellow – Cardi B

 

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World Cup Blues :

Let me just say this y’all:

I forgot how tiring it is to be on the grind…. or even attempting to be.

I went from having no work to do and just dealing with life frustrations to having to deal with life frustrations, a shit ton of work and attempts to be on my own work spree. FINALLY, I have managed to push through enough of it to post some stuff again. Hopefully, I won’t be to tired after tomorrow’s PR event to add all the drafts I have on the site up.

Item #1 : WOROOOOORORORORORORLLLDLDLDLD CUP

I was rooting for Croatia…. I put money on Croatia…. The match against France was so sad. France was so hungry for it and Croatia just seemed beat up and tired…. After so many days of pushing myself and making sure I was still up to watch the game at one in the morning… can I even call that a good game?

Item #2 : Stepping on up this fashion game of mine

It is no secret that after dealing with my chronic health issues I have 100% revereted into complete comfy clothes is my entire life fashion style. But it may be a secret to some people that there are a select few times were I look at fashionable people with a little bit of envy. I want the confidence to try a whole bunch of styles. I want to walk out with more than sweats and jeans sometimes and be comfortable in my own skin. Shanghai is a blessing for this in a way. Being here is not only inspirational – almost everyone you see loves fashion, from all over the world and decades- but motivational. I am remembering what it is like to want to do my hair and make up if only a little. Some pain is worth it sometimes. If the day isn’t that bad I don’t have to be rocking sweat pants.

Just a quick introduction is all…

Love,

I.L. Knight

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Princess Jellyfish OP

 

 

 

[ Cover Image via Kuragehime/Mangareader ]

Shanghai Disney Drama :

Let me just say this y’all,

Disney magic always comes with a price…

That being said, I was certainly not expecting to pay this certain toll fee…fees. Ugh, for the love of all that is holy some people can really just act like complete trash. Here’s the Disney scented Tea:

(1) Woke up at 5:30 in the morning, after not being able to sleep till 2:00 am, to be able to take the metro over to the hotel the group I was going with was staying. (2) Besides, the one who works with me the entire group decided they wanted to leave an hour later and didn’t want to tell us till morning of… They were still late. (3) We finally get there and then we have security issues. Two of the boys need to buy their tickets at the gate but get stopped by the local security for trying to sneak in RMB15 alcohol into the park. That’s about 2.20$ they didn’t want to give up…at a children’s park. Then the two other girls didn’t know how to pick up tickets, so we had to take extra time to collect theirs…but the worst part comes next. (4) when my friend and I left to pick up my DAS pass (Disability Access Service- which is a lifesaver and amazing) they walked off. Not once did they respond to our Wechat messages about where they were. (5) We were polite enough to let them know we were thinking about leaving about an hour and a half before the park closes. They asked to wait an hour. (6) When the hour was up they said we had to hurry up to the front of the park (we were all the way at the back of the park)…. If you have any chronic illness or have ever done a full day at Disney you should know hurry up doesn’t happen at that point. There is just exhaustion. (7) THOSE CUNTS LEFT WITHOUT US. DIDN’T EVEN SAY ANYTHING ABOUT IT AFTER 30+ MINUTES OF LOOKING FOR THEM AND WECHAT SPAMMING……

Y’all I am not that nice of a person. Especially when I am tired and cranky. I will probably fuck you up….

Lucky for the assholes we went with, after thanking G-d for one of us having enough cash to pay for a taxi home, finding a taxi home, finding a Starbucks that takes international cards and meeting a cute Chinese couple we got our butts home. The little bitches are very lucky…. They only got away with one polite message from me about their trash like behavior due to my companions uneasiness with speaking her feelings.

I hate trash like human beings…

I.L. Knight

P.s. Disney Shanghai was AMAZING. I had fun the entire day despite rude people. I would be glad to give y’all a list of recommendations if you want for another time.

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I’ll Make A Man Out Of You – Mulan

^the best version^

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Sick In China :

Dear All Y’all,

Gosh I have just been so bad lately at all of this haven’t I? Been getting sick, caught up in my feelings, or down on myself. Shoot, even now I am all of those things. In fact, I am currently staring out my apartment, at the little bit of Shanghai I can see, wondering how on Earth I could both get sick right before I was supposed to be at Disney or how- out of all my medications- I end up taking not enough anti-depressants…. Yea, definitely still in my normal heap of problems.

I will say this though…After being publicly sick for a few days and wondering how I haven’t ended up on Weibo yet I have come to a decision. I need to start struggling a little more again. The sort of struggling from trying to do things not just by existing.

That being said. Yes. I will be writing everyday, or doing something productive everyday even if it kills me. I got to get back to finding out who I am now and living a little.

I.L. Knight

P.s. Working at a magazine company has cleared up a few logistical things for me on online web publication so format changes will be going on to find out how to properly credit everyone and so forth~

 

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Here I Go Again – Whitesnake

 

 

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The Weight On A Person’s Shoulders :

I’ve been hesitating on writing for awhile… More accurately, I’ve been scared of finally coming back to something like this. Writing is like the ultimate escape for me, but it is also the ultimate reality check. I definitely was trying to avoid my reality. The thing is… reality can be so hard.

My current reality is like some final OP hero skill that involves gravity magic and world collapsing events.

In this reality, I am an overweight sick kid who keeps falling every time they try to stand up.

I am the kid whose depression meds run out when I need them most, and the kid who is an epic failure.

I guess I am the kid whose reality is life when treading water starts to become more like semi drowning….

But I am back, now. I am putting some words back onto the page, because there is nothing else I can do. I have reached the point that even blocking out reality doesn’t work.

It suuuuuccckkksss….

I am scared; I am alone; I am confused; I am sad; I am lonely; I wish I didn’t have to take another breath; I wish I wasn’t alive as me; I wish I was anything else, but who I am in the moment.

Yes, lots of things have happened. Lots of goods and bads. Successes and failures. Triumphs and Tri-ummms…

There has been too much to put it all down on one post, so I am going to just say this.

I am back

This week I will be uploading the Fan Fiction floods I have been working on, writing on my blog everyday, rejoining social media and hopefully going back to fighting to love myself again.

Thank you for stopping by (ง ´͈౪`͈)ว ,

I.L. Knight

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When It Rains It Pours – Luke Combs

Star vs. The Forces of Evil :

So, Star Vs. The Forces of Evil is ending and I am so torn. SO TORN. The problem is I don’t know whether or not I am too upset to watch the end of season 3. This is going to sound like the nerdiest most sappy geek like thing ever, but: I AM REALLY ANNOYED WITH THAT STARCO MOMENT. I get we are probably going to have the cliche where the best friend male character is the predestined fated true love of the female protagonist (because we can never just have a great friend story) happen, but having Marco kiss Star right after Tom and her finally get the growth they should have and be super cute IS JUST PLAN AWFUL. That is a waster of having Tom and Star together or Kelly being interested in Marco. All of that awkwardness could of just waited till the next season. Don’t do it back to back like that.

And you want to know the worst part if you are a Tomstar shipper like me? All the Starco fan fiction children are so amazing. Like seriously amazing. Luna and Cressida and Sam are so great I would love an episode where a bunch of parallel world kids just pop out team up and save Mewni…..Why can’t someone make (specifically draw because I have no talent in that) cute kids for Tomstar? TOM DESERVES CUTE KIDS TOO.

Please, internet if I write bad fan fiction will you help me?

I.L. Knight

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Star’s Princess Song – Star Vs. The Forces Of Evil

Fan Fiction Update :

Just a quick introduction!

I have added Lost Girl Fan Fiction onto the site, because it was my old binge watch and inspiration hit. It is so much easier to add rather than finish existing works….

Please check it out:

Lost Girl Chapter 1

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Lost Girl Opening

Web Novel Updates :

Before I sit down in assignment hell and overload I just wanted to quickly update two of the chapters for a web novel I have been shopping around….As soon as I get out from under my assignment and life overload I will update more.

MOOOORRREEEE,

I.L. Knight

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All The Tired Horses – Bob Dylan